Introduction
How
often have you woken up and thought, “I’m just not feeling it today”? This
excuse is commonly used to justify a lack of motivation or enthusiasm. While it
might be inconsequential when deciding what to eat for breakfast, it becomes a
significant issue when it impacts our spiritual practices, such as reading the
Bible, praying, or engaging in Christian fellowship. Unfortunately, many
Christians have allowed this excuse to undermine their spiritual health,
particularly in starting each day with the voice of God in Scripture.
The Problem of Pliable Affections
In
his book, Prayer: Experiencing Awe and Intimacy with God, the late Tim
Keller highlights a perspective from the great English theologian John Owen
(1616–1683) that challenges modern assumptions. Owen would not be quick to
accept the excuse, “I’m just not feeling it today.” Instead, he would argue
that our initial feelings should not dictate our actions, especially concerning
spiritual disciplines. Keller summarizes Owen’s counsel: “Meditate to the point
of delight.” In other words, don’t give in to your heart’s first inclinations.
Instead, direct them. Open the Bible, focus on God, and continue until your
sluggish heart begins to respond appropriately.
This
advice is particularly striking in a culture that often promotes following
one’s heart and reshaping the external world based on fleeting desires. Many
people, including Christians, claim to be “wired” a certain way, resigning
themselves to a fixed state. However, Owen believed in the concept of “affectional
plasticity” — the idea that our desires and delights are not hardwired but can
be reshaped and reconditioned over time.
Reconditioning the Heart
In
chapter 10 of his book, Keller elaborates on Owen’s insights, emphasizing the
importance of meditating on God’s word to reshape our hearts. He argues that
just as we train our bodies and minds, we can train our hearts. This training
involves not only avoiding sinful emotions but also cultivating righteous ones.
Keller summarizes Owen’s advice: “Meditate to the point of delight.”
Three Stages of Meditation
Owen
distinguishes between study, meditation, and prayer. Meditation serves as a
bridge between receiving God’s word (through reading and study) and responding
to Him (through prayer). It involves three sequential stages:
- Fix Your Mind Begin with Bible intake through reading and rereading.
The slower, the better. Address any knowledge gaps by turning to study.
The primary goal is to immerse yourself in the words of God. Unlike
Eastern meditation, which seeks to empty the mind, biblical meditation
requires filling the mind with the truth of God’s self-revelation in
Scripture.
- Incline Your Heart Fixing your thoughts can be challenging, but inclining
your heart is often seen as impossible. Owen and Keller argue that it is
possible, though it requires persistence. After fixing your mind on God’s
word, continue meditating until you begin to feel the word. Preach to
yourself until you feel the appropriate emotional response — awe at God’s
majesty, fear at His warnings, joy at His good news. The goal is not to
meditate for a specific duration but to persist “unto your refreshment.”
- Enjoy Your God Finally, give space to enjoy the feelings cultivated
in the second stage. This is the high point of meditation — enjoying God
in Christ, which fills our souls with an “answering response.” Keller
describes this as meditating until the ideas become “big” and “sweet,”
moving and affecting, and until the reality of God is sensed upon the heart.
This sensing leads naturally to prayer, tethered to the intake of God’s
word.
Practical Insights
Owen
acknowledges that sometimes, despite our efforts, we may feel bored, hard, or
distracted. In such cases, he advises making brief, intense appeals for help to
God. This occasional realism should not become a pattern of daily resignation.
Over time, those who persist in this practice will develop the ability to
meditate successfully and regularly experience the third stage.
Conclusion: Not Just Truth but Jesus
Keller
concludes by emphasizing that the final focus of our meditation is not just on
abstract truths but on Jesus Christ himself. As Christians, we meditate to know
and enjoy both the truth and the Truth himself, who is Jesus. In our reading,
study, and lingering over Scripture, we aim to experience the person of Jesus
Christ, who is both perfectly human and fully divine.
Final Thoughts
Starting
the day happy in God requires intentional effort to reshape our affections
through meditation on His word. By fixing our minds on Scripture, inclining our
hearts to feel its truths, and ultimately enjoying God, we can overcome the
excuse of a sluggish heart. This disciplined approach leads to a deeper, more
fulfilling spiritual life centered on the person of Jesus Christ.